After two wonderful years with the one I love, I stand here, now, alone. Sometimes I don't feel like I'll ever be a complete human being again.
I guess there are times when life decides to throw you a curve or two, but what do you do when life stops you dead in your tracks?
You stop talking to friends, stop talking to family.... You try to put a stop to everything in your life. I even quit my job (he worked there).
At the moment, I don't feel like I have all that much left to believe in. But I still have my dream. Actually, it might be all I have left in the world; this crazy idea of becoming a painter.
For me, the act of creating art is so profound. It is such a beautiful combination of hard work, and self expression, unfolding a part of us in which we never knew was there.
We learn about ourselves through art, and we find a way to heal... I will find a way to heal.
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